but not today

6^th December, 2007

Felt a lot more positive today. I know that at least I belong somewhere, although I wish it wasn’t here, it is somewhere I feel cared for and safe. For the first time today, I really looked at myself in the mirror. I MUST not lose sight of my identity – by that I mean, I have always tried to dress and smell good and at Christmas I am going to buy myself a new dress or outfit, try and get my hair done, so I feel a bit more like me.