11^th December, 2007

Strange day. Felt emotional, angry and very tired. Trying to still maintain the independence I have with washing and dressing, but I have to admit though I can do some of it, I get too tired. This gets me so upset and down as I so fiercely want to keep my independence, but I am just going to have to accept I am going to get less so as time goes by. I suppose I am trying to prove to myself when I stay at Jue’s over Christmas, that she won’t have an extra amount of work to do looking after me. It is moments like this that I need RP, he could help out and make life that bit easier for Jue.