Andy and Ashley in Rome, April 2006

16^th November, 2007

07:00 – Ashley just came in (ready to go on her paper round), when she saw I was awake she came and gave me a kiss and a cuddle. THIS is what living is all about, the sheer joy of having people who care about you!!

The Marie Curie nurse was great last night and makes a fab cup of tea.

Yesterday afternoon, RP took me over to his new house. It’s great and will suit him down to the ground for now – ON HIS OWN (for now). His relationship seems very odd, she is jealous of me. She really has no need, but I suppose I can see why, but once again if he had been honest with her at the outset as to why he left me, she would be more understanding now.

When I came back to Jue and John’s and my room I felt really safe here. I grown attached to the sense of security and love, but also the privacy they all give me. SO here is a message to Jue, John, Ashley and Barney:

I LOVE YOU AND THANKYOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR LETTING ME STAY.

p.s. Ashley thank you for the loan of your fan and the glasses of milk.

p.p.s. Barney, thank you for all your kisses and hugs and reading your stories to me.

Feeling bright at the moment; slept really well, but did sleep most of the day. Will do the same on Sunday for my party, so I am nice and refreshed.